Day Seven
Sera
1
breastfeeding on the steps
temple hags beg
body as performance
illustrating desire’s dire results
upstairs testosterone chants in the hall
imagine those boys buttering
each the other up
hill of nervous goats behind
there’s a cloud of flies
at the temple’s door
here for the novelty of summer
gold highest to heaven
moss cleaves the stones
that hold the wall
a single bare bulb
hangs blankly
then you come upon the chapel
of five hundred monks chanting
like of scene from Raiders of the Lost Ark
proof of the despotism of orientalisms
you’re the voyeur leaning over
with digital camera, MP3, sketchbook
long nose in the primitives’ trough
from up here on the mezzanine
see monks and their mantras
and the less devout
sipping, chatting, swapping tales
swapping phones
incurring and repaying debts
overseen only by the tourist
a refuge in this
eyes of compassion
fellow feeling
then here come the Polish breasts on tour
‘tashidele,’ I say
2
the difference between superstition and religion
like the distance from money to cash
I put an ear to the ancient conch
I hear the world revolve
a tiger, a whole mandala of sand
to stand outside temples
taunting the faithful
whom would that be to mock?
the pilgrim as explorer
monastic slut
smell of the short cuts
3
on the prayer circuit
a sea of suffering
fed here and now by a river of rubbish
very postmodern
cattle around the cattle skull mound
model human obliviousness
the all-there-ever-is to depict
and is there any other kind?
‘you can go up little goat,’ she said
the etiquette of pilgrims is such
our self made guide grizzled
speaks unintelligibly
but with fervour
the pointing is a sop
sky home blue here
desire!
at last I recall it
the line which was lost
the pivot, the light
the mast
which would have lit the poem whole
what was it again?
4
broken glass crowns the weed high wall
enlightenment is not for all
the three o’clock gong
a report from the stellar regions
saved by the locked door
feet fall forward too – a circle, a mantra
fort da fort da
religion is repetition disorder
finding it can’t be the way
in the west it’s for those
too lazy for philosophy
surely it finds you just
en route
at your business
among all things already lost
5
a sleight
to claim existence not clung to
iconoclasm
trespass
unknowing
: these are the tricks to unfocus desire
comes down to
who’s got the best story
the wonder of all things
primitive as they seem
endow the mind with wonder
faith is what you won’t get round
it turns the world
live by it
but after all
because the breath is wanted yet
and laughter needs pause to resume
6
the dogma of poetry
let self efface
sutra of the mist descending
which ridges cannot rise beyond
faith is what you won’t get round
it turns the world
we live by it
back on the Bahkor
lice and nits among street vendors
call this a free exchange
‘money, money’
you hear descending
and it’s my language at last
hands out make the ‘gei wo’ sign
adding to this day’s universals
the crumpled form
the dirt clad shape
the old frail hand
which reaches out
to touch the one
I’ll wash ’ere long
I mean asap
last morning
clatter of motors
the day commencing
the rhythm deepens
like sweeping
like chanting on a higher plane
or sex on the floor above
Tibet’s yet to embrace the muffler
a cat tied to the washing line next door
lion like in ambition
this is Wednesday the incense day
weeds deemed aromatic
burn everywhere on the incense circuits
there’s abuse of the shopgirl’s
otherwise silence
taunt of the town in the smoke
which measures out the sky
to call its spirits home
China is an inalienable part of Tibet
without a name
you go to the lama
the higher the better
he’ll give you one
you build a road
you plan to stay
there’s no apology
green of high summer
cloud taller and taller
uncanny the knack of blocking the path
of those just behind you
of turning pristine marble to muck
now that the sack of the city is done
ah but they’ll say – no city before
the jade spittoon of hoary tradition
mucus the colour of jade set in motion
commemorates the friendly conquests
the world’s bright rooftiles
and higher still
the temple jewels
stupa treasures
ambivalence
note the locals
prostrate before the Potala
crowding out the footpath
before the rough timber hoarding
behind which the fortieth anniversary
party dignitaries on their podium
will backdrop the Potala
all China’s long tradition
for this week all tourist permits cancelled
ignorance and superstition
the chicken and egg business
can neither be accounted nor discounted
how colourful those tribes
nation makes various
Kunming
one muzak there is
below all others
tunes the soul to what is, will be
devised it is and unintended
in heavy traffic
in dense smog
the man with the cured pig legs
six of them in the basket
back of his bike
sways and leans
and finally pulls over
to improve his mobile reception
not even you, my reader
can find this remarkable
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